THINGS GO SMOOTHER WHEN IDGAF

Why is this so true about me and things that happen to me? Only thing I hated about not caring is that the wrong people distanced themselves. I just wanna feel good for 1 whole day. I know I'm not gonna live long. Got too much against me, but I hope that I get a good day outta this mess of a life before it's over. Peace!

HIP HOP SAVED MY LIFE: Really...DILLIGAF?

HIP HOP SAVED MY LIFE: Really...DILLIGAF?: "I've had so many downs that I can count the ups. I remember a time when I really couldn't care less about being alive. I still feel like on..."

Really...DILLIGAF?

I've had so many downs that I can count the ups. I remember a time when I really couldn't care less about being alive. I still feel like one morning I'll wake up & this life was a bad dream. Folks think that I should be happy to have what I have when they don't really know what I "have". I have a mess that I sugar coat. Like shit looks sweet on the outside but is bitter as hell. Life is a bitch & it has bitten the hell outta me. I used to think that one day it'll make sense but uhhh, still waiting. Maybe someone will jump out on me & tell me I've been punkd.