HIP HOP SAVED MY LIFE: Really...DILLIGAF?

HIP HOP SAVED MY LIFE: Really...DILLIGAF?: "I've had so many downs that I can count the ups. I remember a time when I really couldn't care less about being alive. I still feel like on..."

Really...DILLIGAF?

I've had so many downs that I can count the ups. I remember a time when I really couldn't care less about being alive. I still feel like one morning I'll wake up & this life was a bad dream. Folks think that I should be happy to have what I have when they don't really know what I "have". I have a mess that I sugar coat. Like shit looks sweet on the outside but is bitter as hell. Life is a bitch & it has bitten the hell outta me. I used to think that one day it'll make sense but uhhh, still waiting. Maybe someone will jump out on me & tell me I've been punkd.